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I am not to certain how long I am going to last.. 'over yonder'. As much as I like it there for freedom and other things, I am unimpressed by quite a few people.



A few being from THIS site to start with.



I should not be amazed at how some people here are childish and petty, how deceitful and two-faced they can be, but I am.



I find it pretty amazing that I've never had any type of dispute with these people who have tried to 'talk shit' 'over yonder'.



Comments were made because I have 'given someone a hard time' and how could someone else do what they've done. I will say this, I have issues with someone who likes to talk shit about me 'powering tripping' and 'abusing my powers' when that is the FARTHEST thing from anything I have EVER done. ( I've seen what was said word for word, so it cannot be denied) Then suddenly I've had some (imaginary) issue with someone that I have chit chatted with rather pleasantly in the vampbox and in messages.



This also brought innocent people into the equation, that really did NOT need to be there. So when I write this, I am not referring to either of you just let that be known.



If my speculations are correct, and this is because of a grapevine effect, I am extrememly disgusted. I am disgusted all the way around. That people cannot be adults. Instead they have to create some kind of dramatics. Especially when they are not involved nor does the other party even acknowledge that a certain 'grape' on the vine is even in existance.



Grow Up.



If you cannot act like an adult, then you should not be what or who you are.



This is a major part of the reason as to why I do not talk to very many people and am very selective as to who I choose to share my time with. There is an extremely small amount of people who actually KNOW me. Who know my in, outs, mind, soul, etc. Why? Because, honestly, I do not feel as though there are that many people who deserve to know ME. As egotistical as it may sound, it is very true. There are reasons for this, and really none of the business of those who I do not wish to share it with.





Basically what this boils down to is this:



Leave me out of your drama. I have no desire to be in any of your dramatic vines. I have my own problems in my REAL life... real being the keyword.



And I will warn right now.. if someone makes any asinine comments to this.. I will rip you apart. I am done being nice and holding my tongue.

The past couple days I have been sick. It totally sucked.



I do NOT like horkin'. It's evil.



*twitch*

There is evil lurking about!



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So.. I kept smelling something hot.



And come to find out.. THE FURNACE motor fried.



So... NO FURNACE!



Christ.. it's gunna get cold. o.O

I am extremely angry.



I am to the point where.. I can feel myself start to just come unraveled.



I am going to lose it.



Probably in just moments.

Okay so..



some weirdness.



I am wondering if it's my cable box. Wireless works fine out here on my dads.. and... it worked okay for a few minutes when I stole the wireless stick and shoved it on my computer.



When I use my old tower it does the same thing. It won't let me connect.



I dunno this is cracked out.





*sigh* I remember when I used to say " Let me put in my spare" and it mean a spare rubber.. now.. it means a spare computer tower.



talk about nerd-tastic,

Okay... My computer took a poo. I have to get it reformatted. So I will be saving all muh shit today.



Thank GAWD I still have my old tower.



I will be BACK!



Effin Crap.

I want to thank everyone for such a wonderful birthday surprise. Also all the kind words that were said.



You all mean so much to me.



You are always in my heart. I cherish you.



xoxoxo



Now.. I shall go back and commence to drinkin my bottle of champagne. lmao



CHEERS!

I am tired.



Today was cleaning day. o.O



Tomorrow.. I am another year old. Meh.



I am cranky.



I am sore.



I... just wanna go to bed and NOT walk up until Saturday. Blah.

I have never been much of a journal reader. Sometimes I will just randomly click and see what some people say. Not to often though. Only when I am really bored.



I don't know why. I mean I KNOW that if people didn't want you to read them they would make them private. I just... can't get over the feelin of being some what invasive.



It makes me feel eww.

I was browsing google for images of abandoned places. Mostly like Asylums and such. I was looking at some pics and just.. WOW.



In some there are still things left in there. Beds, wheel chairs, clothes, etc. And it just.. saddened me.



Some of these places looked old, yes, but I think of some of the people who are OUT there on the streets because they have no place to go. Some people are even held in prison because they are closing down.



It also takes me back because some of the rooms are fascinating. Big wide open spaces that are beautifully creepy.



There were a couple I just wanted to BE THERE. Place my hands on the walls and just FEEL.



It's hard to explain.. and I am sure not many people will understand what I mean. I just wish I could explain it better.

It is over.



I didn't directly rate or participate within the experiment, but I did support it fully and back it 100% with words and actions.



I learned numerous things.



1. People will let a website effect their life.



2. People will close their minds to something if someone they do not care for is participating within something.



3. People do not read. (which is a given)



4. People will lie in order to make themselves right.



5. People think threats work over in Internet



6. Power will be abused



7. People can find drama in anything.



8. People who I didn't think would impress me, have.



9. People who I were impressed with at one time, disappointed me.



10. That the Alliance factor that most Covens want.. is nothing but a graphic.



11. That some people who claim they want their society like a family, truly care more about their ratings.



12. IT has made me take a second look at the way people truly are.



13. It has made me step back and take a look within myself.



I am proud to see all the people who voiced their opinions in a mature fashion. Whether it be if they agree or disagree.



I am saddened to see that some people lack maturity.



Over all I think this was a good experiment. It has taught me a lot of the past week.



Bravo.. O.D. Bravo

This is the most excitement I have seen on VR in a long time!



It was so good.. people stopped :smiling:!



heh heh heh

lmao



This is like a tennis match. My head is bouncing back and forth. I am running all over and seeing what's going on in every ones journals.



I had some things I was going to do here, but..



HAH



I got side tracked by all the fun stuff.



YAY for fun stuff!



Boo for fibbers!

Good Lord.. People are making me tired already O.o